Tips for More Joy, Fun, Peace. Change your Timeline. Change your Frequence

 These Are the Only Ways to Live on Earth  

∞The 9D Arcturian Council, Channeled by Daniel Scranton


“Greetings. 

We are the Arcturian Council. We are pleased to connect with all of you.

We are very practiced at following our bliss, as it is easier to do so in our dimension, and it had been easier for all of us to do while in the physical dimensions of the Arcturian star system.

 We understand why it is more challenging to do so there on Earth in your dimension, but it is a teaching that must be put into practice in order for you all to understand and recognize the effectiveness of it. 

You will get a feeling that tells you to move in a particular direction or do a certain thing, and that feeling will be strong enough to get you to consider it on the level of your mind.

Now if you have trained your mind to be positive, then you will realize that you are being shown a path to more joy, more love, more peace, more abundance, and more of everything else that you desire.

 But if you have not trained your mind appropriately, then you are likely to second guess that initial inkling to move in a particular direction or do a certain thing.

 And if your tendency is to listen more to your mind than to your feelings, you will not follow through, and your life will pretty much stay the same as it has been.

Instead of trying to figure out what you should do in life, be comfortable with doing nothing but focusing on your vibration until you get one of those undeniable impulses to move forward with something that will light you up when you partake in it. 

It is time for all of you to be more in your bodies, more heart centered, and more feelings oriented, so that you can leapfrog over the limitations of your mind and move into the life of your dreams, which also happens to be a life of service, expansion and inner peace.

You don’t have to figure out how all of those things can coexist together, because all of that has been done for you.

 It is your job to experience life and let life show you what it is that you are most interested in, most excited about, and that which brings you the most joy.

 And then you can move in those directions knowing that your feelings will not lie to you.

 You have every opportunity to sit quietly and let these intuitive hits come to you, but you will not take those opportunities if your mind has convinced you to get back on the hamster wheel and let action be the most important aspect of your day.

You can let go, and you can trust because you understand intellectually that the energies that are upon you are there to assist you, to help you move beyond where you have ever been before.

 And if you don’t see evidence of that in your life yet, then look at someone else’s.

 Look for the evidence that you want to find, that you know supports these ideas of living more in the flow and being in a state of bliss, because of course you can hammer out a pretty decent life for yourself through action.

 And that action can be actions that your parents took and your grandparents took, and they hammered out pretty decent lives for themselves.

But you know that you are there to do more than just survive. 

You are there to thrive; you are there to grow spiritually, and you will do so when you give yourselves the chance to do so. 

And that all starts by taking a left turn instead of a right turn because you feel like it is the better way to go in any given moment.

 You’ll get evidence when you do that this is the way to be living right now there on Earth, and that evidence will mount and create a belief within you that going with the flow and listening to your intuition, following your bliss, and doing what lights you up are the only ways to live.

We are the Arcturian Council, and we have enjoyed connecting with you.”

danielscranton.com


The Merging of the Lower Body with the Higher Body

  "I was asked to relay this most important message to all of you: 

The whole of humanity has been through intense initiations in the last few years and especially in these last few months.  

Today, as the eight of November 2022, dawns we are entering infinity, literally and figuratively.

This means that the Lower Body, the lower chakras, the lower Self, the fear-based, survival, flee and flight, and miscreation of the Third dimensional state, now is being lifted, and we all individually, are given the chance now, to merge our lower self-body, with the higher Self Body, the Mighty I AM THAT I AM, Lightbody form.  

This is unprecedented and has never happened before on such a large scale.   

As you are ready to receive this blessing upon blessings, it shall be given to you.  For indeed it is the releasing of the Old Adam, Old Eve, Old Lilith, and the totally new Creation emerging now, and element most prominent here, is that of water.  

This is no accident, it is by great design, because the last destruction happened with the Great Flood.  Yes, we have been put through the Fires of Purification, but now we are being in the break-water stage, the moment when that birth starts to happen, as the baby is ready to emerge from the womb.  Momentous!

It is the Power of Divine Love, which is anointing us.

It is the Power of Divine Love, which is birthing us into a totally new form – not only the physical, and all the bodies, but also a totally new life, because the higher dimensional states are now opening from the 9th to the 12th, as we return to the Universal Citizenship, and reassume our rightful place within the Universal Counsels, as well as the Intergalactic Ones – it is where we in truth belong!

The power of energies now pouring in, bring balance and harmony in the highest sense.  When the two bodies merge, there is only Light, pure Light Divine, and the whole is filled with Divine Love and Divine Wisdom, as we finally now merge with the Holy Sophia and the Holy Shekinah again!

This is unprecedented!

It is a sublime Divine Gift of Grace.

Open your arms today, and ask the Divine Feminine, to pour her Love into you, as if you are standing underneath a cascading waterfall, and let this love not only purify you in the deepest sense, but prepare you for the blessings upon blessings, which are now being bestowed upon all of us.

What this means is that all the old fear-based patterns, the old programming, the old belief systems, which held us prisoner, in the lower body, are being released with the merging of the lower body with the higher.  

Again, this will happen as you are ready to receive this blessing.

Most often it is unconscious fears, the unconscious programming, which is still stuck in the lower bodies, add to this the mental and emotional bodies, which is withholding the blessings for somehow some fear to let go completely of the Old.

The key here is Loving Grace.

I have tears of gratitude, wonder and awe as this is transmitted through me, and into me, and radiates out to you.

Miracles are happening!

The Power of Divine Love is pouring in!

Judith Kusel 

http://www.judithkusel.com"

THE ECLIPSE PASSAGEWAY OCT 25—NOV 8✨ UPDATE #12: “LIGHTENING YOUR LOAD”

  "Dear friends, welcome to the last (formal) daily update of this eclipse passageway! Tomorrow Tuesday November 8, the eclipse corridor arrives to an end with the total lunar eclipse under the Full Moon. 

A lunar eclipse happens when our planet is positioned precisely between the Moon and the Sun, and Earth's shadow falls upon the surface of the Moon, dimming it and sometimes turning the lunar surface a striking red (also known as “blood moon”) over the course of a few hours. This last eclipse of the year will be visible from Asia, Australia, North America, parts of northern and eastern Europe, and most of South America.

The waves of lightcodes from this celestial event have been pouring non-stop during the last couple of days, and will be with us for a few days after the eclipse. And right afterwards, the incoming 11:11 (November 11) portal codes will be streaming along. Today we just had a moderate strong M-solar flare erupt in our Sun, those who are sensitive to the cosmic energies may have felt a bit out of center earlier today. 

As we navigate this energetically intense week, please consider lightening your load, energetically speaking. Try not to put yourself under extra pressure. Be gentle with yourself. Allow extra time and care to recover energetically. 

If you are feeling pressured to keep up a certain pace, instead, put on the brakes and treat yourself like a precious newborn baby

Do whatever you can to take the pressures of the world off your plate. Switch off to switch back on. In today’s 3D world it is normal to feel that we should be doing more. But perhaps being present in our life is enough specially during these 3D to 5D transformational days.

If your work involves giving to others, right now you are being called to keep something for yourself. It is okay to look after your own growth and healing before feeling you should offer it to the world. Indeed, it is necessary if you want to continue to do so sustainably.

We have been releasing huge amounts of stagnant energies related to fears, old pains, and inner child conflicts during this eclipse passageway

Our bodies have truly done (and will do) a remarkable job during this 3D to 5D metamorphosis phase. This work will continue after the eclipse but in a different way. Meanwhile, continue listening to your body: our nervous system is still being calibrated to the new frequencies by the lightcodes and needs some tender loving care.  Stay tuned for more updates as we approach the 11:11 portal. 

Have a peaceful start of the week and eclipse passage. Much love 💖 

WE ARE ONE ♡

www.diegoberman.com"

💜 THE EVENT 2020 – MASS GLOBAL MEDITATION TRIGGERS MAJOR 5D TIMELINE SHIFT! 💜

 "PLEIADIAN LIGHT FORCES TRANSMISSION 1182020

CHANNELED BY MICHAEL LOVE

* FOR IMMEDIATE PLANETARY BROADCAST TO THE STARSEEDS OF EARTH *

BEGIN TRANSMISSION…

GREAT ONES,

Together, the light beings of planet earth have achieved a “masterpiece”!

a few earth days after the historical, age of aquarius, new-earth, global mass mediation took place on planet earth, the schumann resonance chart which measures the dimensional frequency around the earth, went dark for a period of 35 hours straight!

there was chatter this past week that maybe some schumann resonance equipment had failed or maybe there was some technical difficulty or even worse, the data was hidden from the public by the cabal!

we assure you that none of these scenarios happened and it has been verified by earth alliance leaders that the numerous, large schumann resonance monitoring stations around the world did not have any equipment failures, there were no tech issues, and there was no censored data!


many of these monitoring stations are privately owned and do not have interfering controls and oversight and their equipment recorded the same blackout period last week!


here is earth alliance intel about what transpired during those 35 hours and why there was missing data:


the earth alliance reported after this frequency blackout that, in preparations for the event 2020 final culmination, and as part of operation masterpiece, one earth week ago, light forces bombarded the 3d matrix with several powerful 40-hertz, 5d, central sun, gamma blasts to raise the frequency around the planet and to strengthen the new vtxc (new-earth) light grid!


the duration of this special mission was exactly 35 hours long and was completed with total success!


during that time, the 3d timeline was completely collapsed for 35 hours straight and as it merged onto the 5d timeline!


during this historical new-earth, galactic timeline shift, the frames of time and events on earth were literally reset, further aligning planet earth and it’s beings with the new-earth, vtxc crystalline, diamond light grid


the black, skipped, missing part showing on the schumann chart is a snapshot of this quantum time-line shift! this time-line shift was imprinted on the schumann resonance chart 1-15-20 and 1-16-20 for 35 hours straight and was reflected in the energy grid as a long-duration, blacked-out column!


these shifts are intelligently orchestrated by benevolent star beings working to assist planet earth in it’s next stage of evolution!


these blackout areas in the space-time field are a literal switching off of the universe and back on again! 


these brief timeline shifts are quick, dimensional on and off’s for the purpose of slowly stabilizing the new 5d energy around the planet!


what are the pleiadian mechanics of an earth time-line shift and why does it show up in the energy around planet earth?
a timeline shift is a literal, temporary state where the universe reverts back to a quantum zero time and zero matter state!
the dark matter point detected in the energy of the cosmos ( the black-out section on the schumann graph) shows this “switched off” state!


human level consciousness usually has no awareness or recollection of these time-line shifts, however very-aware beings notice that something shifted and changed and that reality was reset!


if you look very, very close at your reality after one of these resets, material things now exist that never existed before or a thing that you remember existing now, never happened!
it can be a bit perplexing to wrap your mind around this but it is a very real phenomena that billions of people notice!


the mandela effect attempts to illustrate these radical time-line anomalies!


these resets are positive and are required to shift from one dimension up to a faster-vibrating one!


again, this is all being orchestrated by intelligent, benevolent forces who are doing advanced technical work in etheric realms to assist humanity in their grand evolution!


as we said in previous transmissions, the new 5d, gamma timeline is 100% locked into place for the future of this planet and the outcome is known!


the pleiadians have said, “think of these latest missions by light forces as a final bit of maintenance and tweaking of this new system as the new 5d matrix is layered on top of the old 3d matrix!


a pleiadian technical explanation about how the schumann resonance frequencies of earth relate to dimensional states of being(consciousness):
3d frequency = alpha state of consciousness and resonates from 7.8-10 hertz!
4d frequency = beta state of consciousness and resonates from 12-30 hertz!
5d frequency = gamma state of consciousness and resonates from 40-100 hertz!


the schumann resonance level on the chart shows you the current dimension that is possible to attain (in relation to the current ascension that is occurring on earth)


as 2020 moves forward, and after the final event 2020 culmination, the resonance on the surface will begin to stay sustained at 40 hertz on the graph which is happening more and more frequently as we watch the wide white patches on the graph appear on the graph every few days!


the white patches on the schumann chart are a direct measurement of the intense, white magnetic, central sunlight that is penetrating earth’s atmosphere at any moment which correlates to the matching dimensional level of the energy around the earth!


there are 7 more higher states of consciousness that match the rest of the higher dimensions in this universe of 12 levels!
more on that later!


right now we are focused on getting to the 5d level and here is some very simple natural science that shows us the exact frequency we need to raise to, to be able to perceive each of these dimensions!


5d is a long dimension meaning it starts at 4o hertz and goes up to 100 so just like 4d, it gets better and better as you rise up through it!


the pleiadians say “heaven is not a place but a state of being (or state of consciousness?)”


it is the gamma state of being which is called the bliss state of consciousness where both of your brain hemispheres are functioning at the same time!


the schumann resonance chart is the best tool for reflecting intense vibrational activity in the earth’s ionosphere as pleiadian light forces continuing to bombard planet earth with high-frequency, 40-hertz 5d, gamma light data and as we get closer to the grand solar flash near the end of earth year 2020!

dear one, things have shifted and nothing will ever be the same on planet earth!


as you know personally, things are very energetic on every front in the ether, and on the surface at the moment!


the starseeds of earth all feel as though they are about to leap out of their bodies at any second! 


this feeling is due to the recent, rapid increase in frequency around the planet in preparations for the grand event 2020 culmination!


as we move towards the grand event 2020 culmination, higher realms are crashing into 3d with great force and the energetic pressure of this dimensional clash is tremendous, as you can feel it all in your body and your auric field!


the earth alliance reports that this 3d/5d reality merge is the strongest one to-date!


great ones, last week in our grand and historical mass-new-earth-meditation, we achieved a full switched-on (star-seed) collective resonance, energetic, quantum state of 40 hertz, gamma bliss state of consciousness and as part of the light force collective of this cosmos we caused this dimensional shift by our collective focus!


as more beings awake on this planet and as linear times moves forward in 2020, we will see a continuous and more sustained level of at least a 40-hertz resonance around planet earth which will begin to stay in place as the manifested, collective outward 5d reality!


dear one, powerful, cosmic light rays from the central sun, located at the galactic core, are coming into earth on a steady basis now!


the 40-hertz light that was sent to earth just before and after the timeline shift, impacted the earth with un-imaginable power!


this central sun akashic light data hit the earth at speeds well over 1 million mph!


these 40-hertz light rays carry packets of nano-sized magnetic, ionized particles that strip right through the human body genome, clearing out all low-vibrational energies instantly and and recode dna to a higher order!


as the light comes in, the new 5d, crystalline-cell light body is formed and developed and this causes some major disruption to say the least in the auric field, the physical body, the mind and the emotions!


a frequency change of this magnitude is so abrupt it can jar your system quite a bit!


this high-frequency photon light had an intense impact on the starseeds of planet earth and right now strong ascension symptoms are being reported by all around the globe!


here are some reported ascension symptoms from this major time-line shift:


* flu-like symptoms
* waves of nausea
* third eye pressure
* headache
* body aches
* dizziness
* hard to balance
* feeling super tired
* sleep difficulty
* extreme emotions/sadness
* dull headache
* accelerated dehydration
* back/kidney pains
* third eye pressure/sinus aches
* feeling spaced out and disoriented
* missing time
* vivid dreams


many reports among star-seeds this past week mentioned experiencing a mini dark-night-of-the-soul 3d purging cycle and the feeling of leaving old things behind


there is no cause for serious concern, as long as you:


*hydrate
*practice gentle self care
*avoid stress as much as possible
*get some rest/sleep
*and just take it slow and easy until these light codes integrate into the body.

at the same moment, there are also millions of starseed reports of increased natural and super-natural abilities, and faster and more powerful positive manifestations in all areas of life!


this is what happens as you begin to move into the 5th dimensions!


just take it easy dear one and practice self care during this grand shift!


the current ascension symptoms being experienced by the starseeds of earth the are result of the natural dna activation process that is occurring in this cosmos!


know that all is well and as it should be as a great evolutionary changes occurs this grand year on planet earth!


we know that this is all just so intense, magical and surreal and we are here standing beside you in this great time


earth alliance intel and chatter says that during this shift, the largest mass dna activation in history occurred and for the first time, enough energy is available around the earth to trigger the grand solar flash!


the earth alliance is also reporting at this hour that intense pressure was applied to the earth’s magnetic field over the last two earth weeks due to the frequency change on the surface and earth changes are in an escalated state!


the earth is shaking, quaking, erupting, rocking and rolling as this grand shift takes place on the surface!


this is the shift of the ages as the great time of the earth has finally arrived!


earth year 2020 is a time of great change as light has finally taken over the darkness


standby great one as we move into the next phase of the event 2020!


world systems are going to change in profound positive ways over the coming weeks and months!


things are going to shift hard now on the surface as humanity completes its grand spiritual evolution and the new earth dawns!


don’t forget to breathe and hang in there as dimensions continue to merge and as things settle great one!


you shall see magnificent things occur on the surface of planet earth as we move further into 2020!


as the age of aquarius dawns, we are shifting this world back into the paradise it was always meant to be!


excellent work great one!
be very proud of your magnificent achievement!


keep doing your new-earth meditations en-masse, and let us know what ascension symptoms and major life changes you may be experiencing!


thank you for coming to earth and for your great service to all of humanity!

* you can monitor earth’s schumann resonance live on our space weather tools page:
https://5dearthproject.com/space-weather-tools/

god-speed,
michael and the pleiadians
https://5dearthproject.com/

ENERGY UPDATE – April 27, 2022

 With the Solar Eclipse coming up on Saturday 30th the Taurus Energies are intensifying.


Many people reporting difficulties in sleeping and symptoms like Heart palpitations and anxiety.


Yes indeed the Energy Flows are so Strong.  


Although the Solar Flares have slowed. . . a little.. .  We are still Receiving Strong interstellar Downloads.  


Not ONLY is there a Planetary Alignment in Taurus. . . but our Earth is in the part of the Galaxy where we transit Aldebaran. . . Sirius. . . Orion. . . and the Pleiades.  


All these Stellar bodies have close connections with the Earth and our Evolution. . . with traditions of Galactic Wisdom teaching and are NOW Transmitting Star Codes to us!


We are BE-ing prepared for the BIG "leap" We will BE making at the Phoenix Lunar Eclipse on May 16, 2022.


But the Taurus Solar Eclipse now is Opening the Doorway for this Lunar Eclipse that is coming!


So please try to remember that the symptoms are caused by an excess of LIGHT CODE / PLASMA ENERGY your System. . . 


which impacts on your Nervous System and your Muscular System.


The Best way to cope with these Powerful Flows is to open the Heart and Balance the System and the Chakras so that ENERGY Flows freely and is Grounded as it needs to.


Drink lots of water. . . as old toxic Energies are BE-ing Released and need to Flushed out of the Body and System.


Oh Yes. . . it is Quite a Ride. . .


That is why I call it the Phoenix Adventure!


All aboard for the Next exciting phase of the SOUL Journey on Planet Earth!


- Celia Fenn 


Uncharted Territory. Meet the Star Master, who is also a Time Master.

 THE SUN MASTERS

Kryon: Uncharted Territory

There’s a door I want you to go through that leads to a place that you’ve been before

You go into this room, and there’s a person you have met before. You will humanize it. 

Even though it’s an energy, because for you it needs to be a person with a personality.

You’re going to meet this person, one person, who’s about to show you something spectacular.

This is an entity; this is a combination of a Star Master and Time Master. You’ve always heard of space and time. But this day, this Star Master you’ve met before will take you back in time and show you the stars. You’re going to see the cycle of the Earth represented in other times and other places in your galaxy.

Is it possible that what you are going through right now on this Planet others have gone through before, or perhaps you have gone through before?

Is it possible your Soul has been on other planets? If that’s true for you, and if you see it today, you remember it at some level. That’s part of an awakening, Dear Ones.

Meet the Star Master, who is also a Time Master. This Star Master is going to take you somewhere far away. A galaxy, a series of planets, which today you call Orion, the star. It’s the planets around the star – and there’s more than one, just like with your particular solar system.

If you took a look at their history, you would’ve seen that there were wars between wars, and there are not now.

The Star Master is showing you something, and he’s speeding up the time to show you that this planet went into an Ascension status.

That only means that light and dark changed so much that there was much more light than dark. It represented a change in consciousness. Those on this planet grew up, and they started to understand the same physics that the Creator has – the kind of physics that allows you to travel anywhere you want to with your consciousness instead of your body.

They went someplace else and planted the seed that they had. I want to take you to where they planted it. I’d like to take you to where the Arcturians live.

Dear Ones, the Arcturians, had a very similar history to yours. They went through the same thing, from low consciousness to high. They had to go through these things in order to grow up – and they did.

They went to a place that’s very close to you, called the Seven Sisters, the Pleiadians. If you want to take a look at them, we had told you before that they had several habitable planets, and it was a mess, and there was horror there. They even had mass genocide.

They came from the darkest place, and they made it.

When the Pleiadians reached the point of the ones who preceded them, and those who preceded them, they also sent their consciousness somewhere else. We call it Earth.

Your DNA is stuff from the stars. You were not here by accident. There was an influence that got you here, Dear Ones, and kept you here for you to go through this cycle if you chose.

We have said this before; your history will not be what you are going into anymore. It’s not going to repeat itself. 

You’re going into uncharted territory that no one has seen on this Planet, but your ancestors have seen it on the other stars.

Blessed are the Human Beings who see the light at the end of this tunnel you are going through right now, which would seem so dark, but it has the seeds of magnificence.

Your future is bright.

And so it is,

Kryon of Magnetic Service

**Channel: Lee Carroll"

BEING IN THE NOW. CREATING A LIFE YOU WANT FROM THIS NOW MOMENT. Reverend Crystal Cox Ramble Sermon

 Reverend Crystal Cox, Port Townsend Healer, All Faith Church, Spiritual Advisor, Energy Healer, Psychic Healer, Spiritual Readings, Psychic Healing, Psychic Readings, Vibrational Healing, Tuning Fork Healing, Shamanic Egg Reading and Cleansing, Shamanic Healing, ReverendCrystalCox@gMail.com


BEING IN THE NOW. CREATING A LIFE YOU WANT FROM THIS NOW MOMENT. Reverend Crystal Cox Ramble Sermon

I am Joy, I am the Power of the Living God. May 9th Reverend Crystal Cox Ramble.

 Reverend Crystal Cox, Port Townsend Healer, All Faith Church, Spiritual Advisor,  Energy Healer, Psychic Healer, Spiritual Readings, Psychic Healing, Psychic Readings, Vibrational Healing, Tuning Fork Healing, Shamanic Egg Reading and Cleansing, Shamanic Healing, ReverendCrystalCox@gMail.com

Being in the Present Moment. What Matters. What Should I Be Doing.


Click Below to Watch Video

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSr9Iba6sF4&pbjreload=102



SPIRIT SAYS LET IT COME TO YOU. May 15th Reverend Crystal Cox Ramble Sermon Prayer

 Reverend Crystal Cox, Port Townsend Healer, All Faith Church, Spiritual Advisor,  Energy Healer, Psychic Healer, Spiritual Readings, Psychic Healing, Psychic Readings, Vibrational Healing, Tuning Fork Healing, Shamanic Egg Reading and Cleansing, Shamanic Healing, Tarot Readings, ReverendCrystalCox@gMail.com


Click Below to Watch
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AEM44MP9S8M

the Chaos Magic out there Right now, a Bit on Trans issues, and the world today

 Reverend Crystal Cox on the Power of the Living God, the Chaos Magic out there Right now, a Bit on Trans issues, and the world today, Ascensions Symptoms, and a some more. April 26th 2022.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ndJyBMuvlo




YOU ARE THE POWER OF THE LIVING GOD
The Real Reason for Follow your Bliss, Choose your True Preference, Follow the Path of Least Resistance and Do What Most Excites you is: 

These are what leads you to your calling. These are your Signs and Signals from your Higher Self, your OverSoul, and what leads you to your Calling, to the life you really want to be living. These are your signals of which option to choose that is of your highest and best good, these create your highest dimensional frequency and move you to your higher dimensional timeline. These are the communication from your own divinity on the Path, the Option, the Choice to take in order to fulfill your mission here, to learn what you came here to learn, to help raise the frequency of Mother Earth and her people for all.

To assist you to be in constant reminder of these things, I recommend listening to Abraham Hicks every single day, anything of hers really and listening to information from Bashar. Stay in the moment and choose every second based on your highest excitement period. REMEMBER every day, all day long, to Choose your Thoughts, and to make any and ALL choices moment to moment based on your own personal Joy, Excitement, Bliss, and what honestly feels good to you personally. This is your Sign.    ~ RCC

"THE BIGGEST LESSONS I LEARNED FROM DATING BENTINHO" by Jocelyn Daher

"Many of you have asked me in my personal messages and comments on social media,

“What happened between you and Bentinho?” “Why did you split up?”

The answer I gave you through a YouTube video in May was the tip of the iceberg of why the two of us are not still a couple.

“Many of you have asked why Bentinho and I broke up,
this is my uncensored answer.

I wanted to write this because there has been what has seemed like a major split between the people who follow my journey here on Earth.

This is a pretty long article, for anyone who is wanting to get the main points ,
I have put them in highlighted quotes!

One part of the people are “Empaths” looking to understand their initiatory path of how to empower their extra-sensory experience, understand their gifts and find clarity about their mission on Earth.

The other half of these people are from Bentinho’s following who have a background in his “Self Empowerment” and “Self Realization”, the majority who found out about me from my “Mary Magdalene Transmission at the Baarlo retreat 2017. 

The majority of what Bentinho is teaching in his Self Empowerment and his “Disclosure” based teachings, where I feel he is translating his version of universal truths I mostly agree with.

It is the way that he applies this “higher knowledge” with his “following” that does not sit well with me. The way he applies his teachings in a very non-compassionate way has always made my heart-centered core contract. 

With that being said, it is my last wish that I would cause any harm to Bentinho or his company in any way. This is not an article to create a wave of hate or an anti-Bentinho movement. I just knew in these few months after leaving Bentinho, that I had to write from my heart. I needed to write this for my own peace of mind, to maintain the integrity to myself and to just be honest with each of you.

There are ways that I am thankful that Bentinho was a “Dark Knight Principle” as he would call it, in my life. I don’t think I ever would have had the “hard knocks” in such a rapid delivery to snap me awake to my own gifts, my own value or worth.

So I am grateful for the experience to be so close with Bentinho. I know I called this into my existence for a reason and that reason was to unmask the invisible.

Since he usually does not do well with any opposition.

I can foresee that sharing my open opinions with all of you most likely summons a well anticipated fall out with my previous lover, colleague (for a time) and friend, Bentinho. I am interested to see how he will respond.

Maybe some of you are probably wondering, “Why haven’t I written and released this article sooner?”

Before being with Bentinho, I have tried to be truly transparent as much as possible with my entire life with all of you.

I was advised by Bentinho himself throughout our relationship that he did not want me to release any information without his review and editing, whether it be blog, video, or otherwise.

He did not want any specifics of what we were doing daily or anything that I was learning in the relationship dynamic released, without him seeing and approving of it’s release first.

“I have been silent throughout the relationship and after our break up
because I was advised by Bentinho, that anything that involved him, 
he did not want me to release any information without his review and editing, 
whether it be blog, vlog, or otherwise.”

He told me he believed that I was likely to misrepresent, misunderstand or distort what was happening in these intimate interactions with each-other and in his inner circle.

I found this to be absolutely puzzling and frustrating throughout the entire relationship yet maintained my loyalty until the end of our “romantic relationship”. It is my opinion, then and now, that the truth will defend itself. Therefore there should be nothing to hide.

None the less because of his request, my insecurity at the time and the idea of breaking his trust. I have been silent for so long. Until Now…

However, just as I promised I will never release certain pieces of information to the public just to uphold respect of my promise to both Bentinho and his long time girlfriend and my friend Allison. I do still care for both of their well being deeply. I just simply don’t agree with Bentinho’s paradigm of how he operates personally.

Bentinho and Trinfinity, just like most “high profile people or organizations” love their privacy. His argument he made with needing to review everything is, if any facts are disclosed and then manipulated by the media or a hate group, it could put him or his loved ones in imminent danger.

This heightened secrecy following the “Shakti” article claiming Bentinho Massaro to be a cult leader. If you are unaware of this reference, this article was released in November of 2017, in the online magazine called “Medium”.

The article was an over exaggerated portrayal of Bentinho and his community. I do agree with some points that have been made but it was extremely over biased to paint Ben as a monster instead of talking to the complexity of the situation.

Now that I am out of Bentinho’s community and the relationship container. I am wanting to continue that same level of transparency and authenticity throughout my life. 

It is my belief, that transparency is how we all actually grow together.

If we continue to coat our truth in secrecy, in a delightful presentation, if we keep showing up to the “masses” the way we would like to be seen rather than exactly where we are and who we are, then we will most likely stagnate or at least grow slower in this process of evolution together.

I really believe we are in this all together. We are all on this One planet, here to come to know ourselves as the One.

Throughout the article I will be listing the lessons I learned as my  “Dark Knight Lessons” since my alias for Ben-tin-ho is my “Dark Knight”.

Dark Knight Lesson #1: Always speak your truth. Literally, no matter what. 

MEETING BENTINHO MASSARO, THE BEHIND THE SCENES OF THE BEGINNING OF OUR RELATIONSHIP.

THE REAL REASON I GOT TOGETHER WITH BENTINHO. 

This section is to give a “behind the scenes” look at what happened at the end of the relationship between Rune and I, and the beginning of Bentinho and I’s relationship.

If you would like to know how Bentinho and I met, read this article,” The Dissolving of my World” first. Okay for this next part, I will just summarize as best I can the main points throughout the relationship.

I had a project where I wanted to create a mass meditation on The Lion’s Gate 2017, Bentinho Massaro was the first person I wanted involved in the project. I was able to organize a face to face interview with him at his house in Sedona.

When I first met Bentinho to my surprise the first thing I noticed was this vast sense of loneliness in his system. Being an “empath” allows me to glimpse the more subtle emotional energies people often hide. They are more apparent to me. To me he felt like a deeply misunderstood soul, that was my first interpretation in my mind. He felt like he understood so much but he couldn’t share it with anyone.

This was so foreign to my own personal experience of this realm is exactly the opposite of existential loneliness, the majority of my experience is constantly filled with the feeling of absolute awe and saturation in the love of all of creation. I feel so incredibly grateful to be gifted a human vehicle as a soul on Earth and I feel myself and see myself in everyone and everything!

“It seemed as if, everyone was constantly looking to gain Bentinho’s approval, hanging on his every word, passing every action by him so they could be worthy in his eyes.”

When I came to Bentinho’s house, he was having a pool party. There was this air of being grandiose, he was living in this huge house with a pool in one of the most sacred parts of Sedona. There was this huge lure of this world of “fame and fortune” that had been created from what seemed like at the time this mastery of the “Law of Attraction” teachings.

But something seemed off, when I witnessed his friends and his community, everyone seemed either disoriented, spiritually lost, and emotionally unhappy.

It seemed as if, everyone was constantly looking to gain Bentinho’s approval or insight, hanging on his every word, passing every action so they could be worthy in his eyes. It felt very strange, there was this awkwardness or unnaturalness to how everyone was behaving around him. So much so that it was hard for me to witness. My heart ached inside for these people and Bentinho.

I thought to myself, “No wonder this guy is feeling constantly lonely! Everyone has put him on this pedestal and no one sees him as a person.” The Irony, I had no idea at the time a huge part of his teachings was about how “we are not human”.

I started thinking to myself, “If what I was sensing was correct, I just wanted all of these people to know that they are not lost. That the home they are searching for is already in their heart. The source of all was already within them and not in Bentinho.”

I immediately wanted to “help” Bentinho, I wanted to be a possible first “true friend”. A person that wasn’t there just because he paid me or just because I thought Bentinho would teach me how to transcend to another realm beyond creation!

Unlike what I felt in the others who were there because he represented something they could get. I wanted to just be there “just for him”, I wanted nothing in return (at first) but to be able to “help him”.

I knew I had what I call “Priestess Codes” which are just the ability to be a physical representation of the feminine energy in this universe. This gives men a physical representation of aspects they have not yet developed or explored within themselves.

I wanted to be a place and representation for Bentinho of nourishment, of feminine knowing, so that he would integrate how to hold himself in the physical.

I wanted to share with him the wonders of Maya, or “this illusion” as he would call it. How to work with the psychic realm more intimately. 

I wanted to be the inspiration for Bentinho to finally start taking care of his body. For him to be able to actually take time for himself. (He was rarely ever alone)  I wanted him to know that their awakening was not always his responsibility. To be less penetrative and more conservative with his role.

The way this came through me at first was that I truly only wanted to be Bentinho’s friend. I felt like a soul sister to him. Someone who had been attracted into his life to bring benefit, to help round out his super penetrative hyper-masculinity.

I remember him telling me the first day we met, that “our meeting” inspired him to live past fifty, since he saw no other reason to continue to living beyond that age before meeting me.

My heart melted for his intentions but I could see his crumbling paradigm of unsustainability in the meantime. I never said any of this to Bentinho upon first meeting him. I never had the courage or felt the space from Bentinho to be open to anything I would advise. That should have been my first red flag that I was not allow myself to be myself.

At first our interactions were slow going. They were through WhatsApp alone. Bentinho offered me a job to work doing something in his company.

At this point, I was seeking him out of my curiosity to know more about this existential loneliness that I had felt in him and that I had witnessed in so many yet rarely experienced myself.

Things quickly escalated with my consistency and willingness to seek out and to meet Bentinho. I started initiating conversations more after I would get woken up at early hours of the morning thinking of him. He started mirroring my desire, but instead of friendship becoming more and more subtly intent on the interaction between us being possibly a romantic connection. I grilled him sufficiently at the time.

I had everything I wanted in Rune as a partner. Being with Rune was like returning home to one another. No one had ever met me or known me the way that he had. Rune was also such an amazing father figure for Kane, actually involved on an emotional level for Kane in ways I had never seen before.

“He started mirroring my desire for connection but instead of friendship, he was becoming more and more subtly intent on the interaction between us being a romantic connection but everything I wanted in a partner I already had in Rune. ”

At that time I knew for sure, I just wanted to be friends with Bentinho. But that quickly shifted when Bentinho one day explained that if I were to stay with Rune, I would not shift to a higher level of consciousness because Rune was of a lower frequency. That if I were to stay with Rune I would most like get sick, physically sick.

This hit my biggest vulnerability and worry in life, where most want to exit this realm for relief of it all, it terrifies me to think that I would leave this world without completing my “mission”.

My ears perked up! Because of the stress of starting my own business, I had been losing a lot of weight and had been ill right before meeting Bentinho. Whether Ben knew it or not, he had confirmed my biggest fear. I started to completely question my relationship with Rune for the first time ever.

Bentinho told me that Rune and I separating was for the highest good.

That sometimes you have to be what is called the “dark knight principle” which looks like the “bad guy” to everyone else but is actually operating for the highest good for all. Ben told me that if I would leave Rune and would be in a relationship with him (Bentinho), I would be able to expand into my ability to reach so many who needed exposure to “my essence”.

And that if I was letting down one guy (Rune) that would be worth it for the millions of lives I could potentially aid. He told me I deserved to take some time off and for Kane to be supported, so that once I was well rested, I could help the world.

Bentinho explained that if I were to stay with Rune, I would possibly get physically ill 
because he (Rune) and I were not a vibratory match. 

On top of that, he told me I may not be able to embody 
my highest mission here on Earth. 

Whether Ben knew it or not, he had confirmed my biggest fear.”

I felt ultimately HUGELY conflicted. I knew in my heart Rune was the love of my life, my partner in shine. He has met me on the inner realms deeper than anyone I have ever known. But we were struggling financially, the stress from trying to “make ends meet” was weighing on me and I started to really consider that validity of Bentinho’s words.

I wanted my mission to come first most of all.

This is where I feel my “Priestess” lineage was activated as well. I knew I had the potential to aid Bentinho even though I was not in love with him but since I have been a “sacred prostitute” in the past many times, this sacrifice seemed natural to my trauma body. (Now I know that these “codes” were areas I needed to heal.)

I thought to myself, “I am willing to sacrifice my own experience of “true love” if my sacrifice will help heal the world in some way.” 

I wanted to be able to love him. Not only for the healing I thought I could impart to Bentinho but because I started to believe that I would not complete my mission if I wasn’t with Bentinho.

I thought if Bentinho would be even curious or capable enough to meet me where I would like to “go” in the realms of lovemaking. And if he would be willing to at least be in Kane’s life to provide parenting somewhat. I would consider the relationship with Ben.

My heart opened to the idea more and more. There was this HUGE seduction of the grandiose life he was living, because of the financial struggles that Rune and I had been going through. I wanted to find comfort in the lifestyle that Bentinho would provide. I started considering bending the integrity to my heart path to be able to experience his way of living.

I started thinking of the millions of people we would affect, we could be this “power couple” and the amazing lifestyle we could have together.

“It was a combination, I was willing to sacrifice
what I thought was my “true love” if that meant I would fulfill
my mission in this lifetime, in the comfort of the lifestyle he was living. ”

But I was still conflicted internally, I put Bentinho through a series of questions about being a father specifically. He answered all of them diplomatically.

I could see that Bentinho would not be an active father involved in Kane’s life the way that I would ultimately want but I knew he would provide Kane with the care that was needed.

I knew that Kane would have me as his main constant and for me at that time that was nothing new. Before Rune there was no one that had bonded with Kane the way that Rune and Kane bonded. After nine years of single parenting and absolute exhaustion. I thought to myself that I needed to be with Bentinho to offer myself healing.

I started to seek out Bentinho more and more exclusively. I started to question Rune’s level of “spiritual awakening” or being able to “meet me”. I thought at the time that I would know if I just had a week alone with Ben living with him. I also started thinking that if Bentinho and I were “right” for each other, I would know if I could have sex with him, just once.

“I asked to spend a week alone with Bentinho.
Rune decided to leave me. Understandably, so.”

Rune could no longer support the levels at which I was starting to make myself available to Bentinho, understandably so. Rune felt he had to honor himself by breaking up with me and leaving the situation entirely.

Kane and I moved in with Bentinho immediately after. Bentinho invited me to Europe to a festival in Sweden, a quick speaking event in London and to his retreat in Baarlo, Netherlands.

Dark Knight Lesson #2: Never fall in love with the idea of a “Potential Partner” that you can “preen” into existence to be your “Perfect Partner”. Start a relationship with someone who you fully and entirely align with straight off the bat! 

Dark Night Lesson #3: Never “Sell Yourself” for the idea of  gaining Fame, Money, Safety, Power, Recognition or Influence. Your heart path is always more of a worthy path.
THE NO MIND FESTIVAL IN SWEDEN - I GAVE AWAY ALL OF MY POWER IN HOPES TO AWAKEN FURTHER.

In Sweden, Bentinho had opened to me in ways he did not throughout the entirety of the remaining relationship. We had created this simulation of telepathic communication. It seemed we were merging consciousness. I thought he was opening to receive me.

One day in the afternoon of The No Mind Festival in Sweden Bentinho had went to lay down. I put my hands on his heart and as usual, I felt this merkiness and fogginess around his heart. I started to imagine immense light filling his chest, clearing the fog.

Bentinho started to cry, I held him in tender silence.

Later, I asked him what had happened, what had made him cry? I wanted to know what he had experienced. To me it looked like a healing or a cathartic release. I told him what I had envisioned around his heart.

He went on to explain that he had assumed being a person that needed healing because that is what my consciousness was projecting and needing in that moment.

He then said he thought it would be better that both of us not assume that we were there to heal the other. This way we would not end up “playing the role of the healer”for one another. This seemed extremely healthy to me, to finally drop all need to “fix or heal” one another. Little did I know this would all change within a matter of weeks.

“At the very beginning of our relationship, Bentinho told me we needed
to have the perspective that neither of us needed healing.

This changed entirely two weeks after we made this agreement. ”

I would be the one that was needing his reflections on where I had been severely “distorted”. And yet anything that I saw in him to be a distortion he would claim was merely a “projection” from my own consciousness needing to be played out for my learning.

It was ten months of complete obliteration of everything I knew myself to be. His justification being that he knows what is the highest for all, including knowing what is best for me. This included a disconnection from my source of my own heart’s true knowing.

What now looks like an attempt by Bentinho to be the highest authority in any and all situations. 

Although it was refreshing and beneficial to at the time willingly to drop everything I knew. It was also disorienting towards the end because there was no guidance from his teachings to my own inner guidance, I was always advised to look to him or his teachings.

Dark Knight Lesson #4: Respect Free Will! Never extend your gifts to someone who has not asked for your gifts to begin with, even if you perceive it could “help them”. It is spiritual arrogance to assume that you know better than anyone else and what they need for their healing.

LOSING MYSELF TO “FALSE LIGHT” 

“Bentinho is great at dissecting the human ego.
He calls these readings “Distortion Readings”.”

Bentinho is great at the dissection of the human ego. It’s what the people seeking “Self- Realization” pay him for.

Bentinho in my experience, uses his finely tuned awareness from over fifteen years of devoting himself to “awareness on awareness”, he utilizes his gifts like a surgeon’s knife. He would use these “highly attuned” levels of discernment to evaluate a person. 

His closest followers are often eager to come to him to obtain, what he would later coin, “Distortion Readings”. This is where using this form of “awakened” judgement he would cut through the layers of what that person’s beliefs are, seeing all the ways a person is NOT seeing themselves as the creator.

He usually can do this in extreme accuracy when he is not personally vested, I will give him absolute credit in this department. Meaning usually when friends or followers come to ask him for this service, I have seen him be very clear in his delivery with a fair amount of compassion the majority of the time.

“This first “distortion reading” I received,
started a month into the relationship.

I was told I had never experienced my “True Self”. ”

Now where I have witnessed this “distortion reading” become distorted, in my opinion, is in Bentinho’s personal life through what I directly experienced and witnessed being with Bentinho for a year. If you are any closer with Bentinho, whether it be coworker, closer friend or eager “disciple level” follower, there is a fair amount of distortion readings pouring out of Bentinho, even without being asked for.

To be in a relationship with Bentinho, he requires his partner’s, friends and close followers to have an absolute devotion to him because he himself has said he believes himself to be a symbol of liberation from the human mind and ego, he believes he is “an empty vessel”.

Therefore it requires an extreme level of willingness to be constantly looking at where he is directing you to see where you are “out of alignment”. Anything that he does not resonate with, he sees as you trying to preserve “your ego”.

This process first started for me about a month into the relationship, I was told that I had never experienced “The Absolute” (the place he refers to as “higher and beyond God” or who you are outside of creation) therefore I could never completely see the truth of who I really was without first experiencing my “True Self” first hand.

He said that I would know when I had reached this level of seeing or intuiting and that he would know accordingly when I had “reached it”.

I was told that I could never really know my “True Self” without dropping everything I knew, surrendering to silencing the mind and placing awareness on the witnesser. He offered me the choice to completely focus on “my awakening” and focus on the formless more in everyday life.

“To know this “True Self” I had to drop everything that I knew,
surrendering to silencing the mind completely. ”

I was told that any bliss that I had ever experienced would be a drop in the ocean to me once I experienced what was beyond creation itself, once I experienced my “True Self”.

At the time to be honest, I just wanted to know for a fact I had experienced my real self to qualify me enough to where Bentinho would see me as an equal, to where I could gain a sense of self guided authority once again and I trusted he would know and see when I had obtained this level of seeing.

But the more I searched for this “self”, the more I felt disconnected from who I knew myself to be. I knew I was losing my grip on my own ability to discern in life but I was told by Bentinho that, “you have to lose your original way of knowing the truth in the pursuit of the “True Self”.

 He was constantly telling me the majority of the “Jocelyn” I had come to know was an act merely for validation and affirmation in the world.

And although this was supposedly the path to ultimate bliss and statelessness, I felt the most lonely and unaffirmed I have ever felt in my life. The majority of the relationship, I felt paralyzed by my lack beliefs and “negative” emotions which is completely unlike how I usually operate.

 On top of that when I would express these concerns or struggles, anytime I would express my own opinion, I was told it was my “ego’s” defense mechanism to try to survive. That the best thing I could do was to surrender to the “death of my ego”.

Two months in this seeking went even deeper, inspired by what he offered me in Sweden, a proposal of dissolving together into “The Absolute”. If you would like to know more go read his blog, ”The Ultimate Marriage - My 'proposal' to a woman as the Infinite”

“He would often claim my mind was not silent enough, 
I was often blamed for my “personhood” disrupting Bentinho’s
experience of being able to saturate into his true self.”

He writes, “This 'inevitable inauthenticity' when others are in my field is something that I'm extremely familiar with as I naturally mirror and match the beings that I choose to meet and spend time with.

It is only when I meet another fully empty essence that I can feel like myself in 'relationship to them' because in that state they carry no more separate individual assumption, and as such are me.

There is no need for me to project myself as anything in order for communion with such a being to occur. Suffice it to say I have experienced this only once before in this life. It is rare.

It's like when you extend a hand to help someone get up. You extend your arm to meet them where they are at so you can assist in their ascendence.

Without meeting them where they are, you will not reach enough into their reality for them to be able to perceive you and the choice that you represent which comes along with perceiving you.

Jocelyn has been my first partner with whom I have no doubt that if she so chooses, she could join me in my statelessness (emptiness of self) and not only that, but by doing so she would consequently somehow establish me in my statelessness more permanently, more fully, while my vehicles are still of/on Earth within this beautiful illusion. She would also consequently transmute herself by becoming her God-Self while still human.”

What it felt like from that moment on was that I immediately became his “Eve from Eden” project that he was determined to convert into a fully self-realized Demi-God so that he could finally lose this consistent sense of existential loneliness.

In my opinion, this was so he could be able to feel more comfortable in his role here on Earth but this is just speculation. Because I believed I was a key to unlocking his relief on this plane of existence, I did everything in my power to be able to create this relief for him.

I was consistently blamed for my “personhood” being the reason for his inability to completely be himself authentically around me, to be in his “God-self”. And for the longest time I believed him, I believed that it was me that was causing him to have that experience.I felt constantly nervous and that I would cause a “disruption in the field”.

When he would go into this interrogation mode there was always this sense of being a bother to him. I remember one time he said to me that my mind to him was like having “a fly in the room”. My “personhood” seemed to be an annoyance and a hindrance to his “absorption into the all”. To him my mind was constantly the barrier from being able to reach his level of seeing and being able to connect with him in the realm beyond creation.

The majority of the relationship, I felt paralyzed by my lack beliefs and “negative” emotions. On top of that when I would express these concerns or struggles, anytime I would express my own opinion, it was the “ego’s” defense mechanism to try to survive. That the best thing I could do was to surrender to the “death of my ego”.

I kept believing that there must be areas where I was believing I was not enough and that was what was stopping me from the attainment of “The Absolute”.

He was constantly telling me the higher self I could be and how my consciousness was oriented in such a low vibration. I wanted to be able to transcend these “negative” emotions once and for all and meet him so that I could be his Beloved.

“I wanted to be able to transcend my mind,
my identity as a human being.

I wanted to be able to meet him in these realms “beyond”,
so I could finally meet him as his Beloved.”

I started to follow every direction that Bentinho offered. The only people I allowed myself to associate with were people in Bentinho’s direct circle. I was told that he was a mirror and that any negative reaction from him was source working through him to illuminate where I was still believing myself to be a human being and not “God-Self”.

Kane was watched by a hired family practically full time, I stopped work as “The Empowered Empath” and committed to this path to come to know my “True Self”. Countless days and hours went into this, I stopped talking to all my friends, my family and devoted myself to knowing my “Real Self”.

I lost faith in my ability see anything as my truth. I started to believe that I was truly lacking as a teacher and facilitator. I gave away my inner knowing up to let him guide me, believing he knew more than I ever could. Finally believing he had seen more, experienced more than I ever had. 

“I followed everything Bentinho said to do. 

I started loosing my ability to identify what my truth was. ”

This core soul level disorientation is what caused me to reach out to him over and over again, as a source of light, I saw him as the only truth in this universe. Without the connection to my truth, my heart, my source, I felt I knew nothing. I had lost myself completely.

Now I must make this disclaimer to display both sides of the coin to this situation, that I experienced a large amount of soul growth from the submerging into this period of deep soul searching. Unfortunately, it is true that suffering is often one of the greatest catalysts for growth.

I think if I had not had the years of “training” from being in previous relationship dynamics that were similar to some extent in the manipulation tactics I experienced, I could have been more permanently traumatized and disoriented but luckily because of my years of focus on cultivating my core essence of identity in my heart, it has given me the ability to transmute the mental perplexity of this situation with a fair amount of grace.

I think that if I would have fully and consensually asked for this type of relationship it could possibly be consciously empowering but for the most part, I have no idea how this could ever be sustainable for anyone who is constantly on the receiving end of Bentinho’s rigorous standards.

Dark Knight Lesson #5: Be open to learn from others but never put anyone else as a higher authority than your own heart’s guidance. You heart always knows your truth. 

THE PROBLEM I HAVE NOTICED IN THE SELF REALIZATION COMMUNITY. 

“Modern Self Realization teachings focus on
the concept that everything within creation is an illusion. ”

I agree with the fundamentals of Self Realization. The true definition from the ancient Self Realization teachings is the merging of the ego-self (which identifies with one body, one personality, one family, one nationality) with the Universal Self.

The main part I agree with is the universal truth that everything within creation is an illusion. But it is my belief that the most important part to emphasize is that the only illusion in this illusion is that there is ANY separation in existence whatsoever! Everything in existence is in fact made from the One Source.

This is of course an important notion for someone who only knows themselves within the material world to understand. Because they will think they are a merely separate human being living in a separate world and defined by their personal belongings, body and beliefs.

The original ancient teachings were creating these teachings for the purpose of material based beings being able to understand that material objects, including seemingly other people, and even our own body could never define who you really are.

But where the application of these modern teachings get cringe worthy and potentially damaging, in my opinion is where they start hinting at an anti-life philosophy which starts to propose ironically that you are a separation from source to begin with.

Within this idea that “this is all an illusion” this world that we know and “you are not your body”, there is a rejection or lack of importance placed on creation, your body and your emotional processes.

“Where I find the distortion in the application of these modern teachings, is when 
seekers are emphasizing that this world is an illusion and the only thing 
that is real is the complete transcendence of this existence. ”

In this community there seems to be a huge emphasis on the concept of spiritual transcendence which must be be constantly maintained.

After you awaken you must constantly be experiencing the state in which you awakened or you have “fallen from grace”.  It feels like in that community that if you do acknowledge your body or a certain belief, that you have suddenly “stepped out” of the greater alignment with “who you really are” and being fooled by the illusion.

I can see this dichotomized and portrayed in teachers like Ramana Maharshi as disturbing levels of escapism and separatism from their own human existence.

Their teachings to me, feel like a rejection of life itself. Saying that because all of this is an “Illusion” we should place an unwavering focus on the “bliss of transcendence” which is the only real thing in existence.

Ramana although he had apparently been “absorbed in bliss” lived the rest of his Earthly existence with followers spoon feeding him while he lay on a giant coach staring off into space.

Thousands of existentially overwhelmed seekers flooded to the foot of the mountain that Ramana resided, propelled just at the thought of never having to experience human pain again.

“It is easy to sell “Eternal Bliss” of transcendence to seekers desperate for a break in their perception of an endlessly painful existence. ”

It is an easy thing to sell “Eternal Bliss”, specifically to people desperate for a break in their perception of an endlessly painful existence.

Unfortunately this has been my experience with most everyone that I have encountered in Bentinho’s community, including Bentinho himself. Rarely have I seen anyone in Bentinho’s community actually sustainably fulfilled and on top of that, for that matter physically healthy.

I see people that are tirelessly seeking for a better life, they look to spirituality as a promise for a more bliss filled existence, one where there is no perception of pain. They are struggling everyday to just be “okay”, and this path is laced with the promise that as soon as they awaken to “The Absolute” they will be free from suffering forever.

But the major flaw is that these modern transcendence teachings are saying that “bliss” is somewhere else but here and now. That bliss is only true if it is in an emptying of the mind or a spiritual attainment or realization. Which ironically, in my opinion, perpetuates human suffering.

“But in my experience eternal bliss
is not only in spiritual transcendence.
Bliss is always here, right now.”

In my experience bliss is always here, it is not in any other place, time or dimension. I am not talking about experiencing joy twenty four seven. Untouchable bliss can be experienced even when my heart is full of sorrow because I am able to surrender and courageously accept exactly where I am.

There is a gratitude for simply existing, for being able to experience pain to begin with. I find it isn’t the emotional pain itself that is the painful part of existence. It is when I am resisting the pain, that the pain becomes most painful.

How painful is it when you believe you are somewhere you are not supposed to be? That your pain is not “who you really are”?  That you just haven’t reached it yet? But what if “it”, that place you are striving for, “that will finally bring you peace of heart”, was always right here, right now. In the acceptance of exactly what is.

This doesn’t mean complacency but really understanding that everything. I feel what I am talking to, is in truth the complete opposite. It is the radical bravery to face every aspect of existence as yourself. Full responsibility as the creator yourself. Seeing every part of life having reason and being thankful for that experience just through the blessing of existing.

“In my opinion, the only illusion is that anything in existence is separate from Source. ”

If what the ancient teachings are saying is true, that you are everything that is. You are not ONLY your body because you are so much more than just your body, you are infinite spirit and yet you are your body because your body is woven into matter by spirit itself.

THE BIGGEST LESSON I LEARNED FROM BEING WITH BENTINHO

Now looking back at the situation, I know the number one discernment to make is not whether the teachings a teacher is offering resonate with me. Most of what “spiritual teachers” and self help guides provide in their teachings, I agree with. Because anyone can relay universal truths from the thousands of resources available to be able to be learned and become memorized.

Not only that but I feel it is quite easy these days to learn universal truths and spout them to the public without the teachings first being embodied, meaning known through direct experience.

We live in a social media realm where very little of what we are living is actually seen by the public, there is very little accountability.

 It is very easy to get “hoodwinked” in this way because every being will resonate with those spiritual truths, they apply to everyone but not every seeker will have developed the discernment to be able to decipher whether the teacher is “walking their talk”.

“Anyone can learn universal truths from a book but not all of this knowledge is embodied by the teachers who share the teachings. ”

Even more of an important key factor is that I know now to deeply feel, whether that teacher is aligning me with their “dogmatic path” of awakening that they have found through their own seeking.

Or if through their guidance and teachings, they are not just spouting their own opinion through their experience but that they are holding the honor and respect to guide me to the greater alignment to my own heart’s truth.

Being a spiritual teacher and guide is the highest honor and as “self appointed teachers” we have a responsibility to the seekers in this world to not only guide them to their own inner knowing. It isn’t and should never be about the teachers themselves showing you what the truth is but if that teacher is actually illuminating your inner knowing.

True teachers will lead you to this place of inner knowing. You know it to be true because you can start to sense this place of inner knowing with their guidance on your own and you can FEEL IT TO YOUR CORE. That is true gnosis, to know yourself, through your direct experience alone. To know God through your eyes. No one else can walk that journey but you.

“Just because a spiritual teacher has awakened does not necessarily
mean their path is YOUR path to awakening. ”

True teachers know this and respect this universal law of self sovereignty.

The fact is most teachers are simply leading students down “their path”. The teacher has taken many years to develop their own awakening and these teachers often believe it is the one and only path for every being to awakening. They then encroach their perspective of how you should “awaken” onto you and your experience.

When in reality no being is the same in how or when they will awaken. 

The only similarity will be the persistence of dedication necessary to their own heart’s truth to be able to penetrate a unique embodiment of spirit. Even if the teacher is awakened and is speaking highly attuned personally applicable spiritual truths.

If they are not guiding the student to the student’s own unique keyhole of perspective to awakening, they are highjacking and siphoning energy rather than being a true facilitator into the great mystery that would rightfully ignite a seeker into awakening.

How I can tell this in my subtle body now, meaning it is a very subtle shift in my emotional state. That after I have been in their presence, I feel more of “myself”; more empowered and more aligned to my inner knowing. The importance here is truly about whether that teacher is strengthening my own ability to discern what is true for me or not in this reality.

I realized that no matter how much that I or anyone else thinks they can see the path for someone else, we absolutely can not.

Only YOU can know truly what is true for YOU.

“No matter how much that I or anyone else thinks they see 
the path of awakening for you, they absolutely can not. 

Only YOU can truly know your path. ”

I placed all of trust in my being, to Bentinho and because of that I learned the greatest lesson anyone has ever taught me. Never believe that ANYONE knows better than when your heart whispers it’s truth to you.


TRANSMUTATION AND WHERE I AM NOW…

I feel now that no matter who it is, what “status” they have, whether it be a celebrity or person of influence. Through this experience I have the knowing that there is no person, no resource that could be provided that would ever be worth trading in the integrity to my own truth. This integrity is simply a feeling of “what feels right” for me in each moment. Nothing in this world could ever make me “sell myself” again.

“The biggest lesson I learned from dating Bentinho: 
Nothing in this world could ever make me “sell myself” again.”

I have also been working on my auric field, my light-body. Creating healthy boundaries which I feel is constructing a new field self sovereignty that I have never experienced within my life.

I have been working on having a balanced SIMPLE LIFE OF SERVICE. On a grounded level this looks like paying back my debts, really committing myself to my one and only relationship, having deep heartfelt conversations with every person I am close to, being on time to every appoint I promise to be to, doing a daily morning practice and going to sleep early, starting a savings account and getting a home of my own. Making space to finally hold myself entirely by giving myself what I need, LIVING HEART-FULLY.

I know that I have spent so much of my life focusing on understanding what is unseen in this world. I have put so much attention on the realm beyond the material world that I have not really developed or acquired any physical foundation for myself and in my life.

As a “starseed”, I feel there is a completely different and equally important portion of mastery in this beautiful world that I have ignored. That ironically, is the skill needed to really create sizable change into this modern society!

I plan to take things easy, to go the simple steady route. Where I used to always looks for the fastest route to reach my goals, now I am modeling myself after the laws of nature. For example, any tree that grows fast yet tall can be easily knocked down by a strong storm that blows through because it’s roots are not deep. In comparison, the tree that takes it’s time to put down their roots grow to be strong, steadfast and resilient.

Practical, “muggle”- wordly, humble, delicious roots. Nourished, nutrient dense SOIL for me to plant all these seeds I have up in this head of mine to share with the world. 

 I am holding you in my heart, We are one.
Jocelyn Daher "

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